It's hard to say goodbye... But it is something.... you have to do if you love somone so much!!! Either you truely love each other or it was just a lil thing you had at the time!! You may see this person with someone else it will hurt, but there maybe someone out there for you..... JUST KEEP LOOKIN!!!!!!

i promised myself that when it was over, i'd laugh at the memories. but here i am without a smile in sight. i promised myself that i would call you, just to see if you were okay, but here i am & i cant even dial your number. i promised myself that when it was over, i wouldnt shed a tear, but here i am, shirt almost soaked. i promised myself that i would let you go gracefully, but here i am, hating myself for letting you leave. i promised myself that when it was over, i wouldnt look back, but here i am, unable to walk forward. i promised myself that i would say goodbye, but here i am, still saying i love you.

you never realize how much someone is
apart of your life, until they're not there

i thought i was over him
done with him
HE WAS FORGOTTEN
but then there he was just standing there
&& then there i was not breathing

you know you're in love
when no one else is even
worth looking at

you could piss me off
& break my heart into
pieces. but i'd still love
you, no matter how hard
i'd try not to

Sorry guys.... I got a new xanga my other one is fucked up not sure what I did to it... But this is my new one so ill start with new news.... On the 9th of July my brother's girlfriend had her baby at 2:23pm and he was so cute!! His name is Colten Mattew...

 Aw... Ain't he cute?

Cadence is still a brat and tonight I went over there after soccer she was lickin me she is so gay lol....

 Cadence and Me at my house....

Me and Kelsey are still the best of friends.... I still talk to Elizabeth and thats about it...

  Me and Kelsey on the last day of school waitin to actually go to school....

 Me, Cory, and Jake on the last day of school.... Not sure what Cory is doing, tho??!!

Thats it for now.... Sorry if you want more leave me a comment or if you wanna say anything....